well...its now 1:40am and i can't sleep...I've been in Macon (2 hrs away) all day and it just so happened to be the same day that everything i wanted to do was going on...our youth group was having its annual "can you find it" challenge around town all day which is really fun...and our youth talent show...and Lacey's super huge birthday party in Vidalia...and i didn't get to do any of those things...but thats not what stressed me out today...what is currently keeping me awake is the fact that my beloved fiance went to Lacey's bday party with the rest of my friends and is now currently broken down and stranded in Lyons. He was supposed to be home 3 hours ago...and could have been home 3 hour ago but chose to stay...they finally got the frikin tow truck and just as they were about to leave something messed up and they had to start all over again...which will take maybe another hour...I had brought my little Adam teriyaki chicken and was plannng on giving it to him when i got back in town but since he's in Lyons 40 minutes away i can't do that...i'm really quite pissed off at the moment...and when i called him his phone died in the middle of our conversation (and the last thhing i said to him wasn't very nice) and i thought he had hung up on me so i tried and tried to call back and the phone rang instead of going directly to voicemail so i figured he was ignoring my calls I was in a cutting mood but decided against it bc if Adam found out (and he would) he would be furious so i left him a message crying my eyes out and begging for forgiveness only to find out later when I called Quan's phone that Adam's phone was dead...so Quan gave the phone to Adam and he told me what was going on...so i calmed down took a shower and took my meds and waited for him to call back...i texted Quan to see if they had left yet and he told me that they were having to readjust the towtruck again so it would be a little longer before they left...he gave the phone to Adam again and he said he had to help out so he hung up on me and so now here i sit typing this shit because i'm waiting for Adam to get home and call me so I can go to bed...and I have to wake up early in the morning...wow...and this is what happens when i don't take my medication for 2 days...well I hope he calls soon...i'll update later

2:30...still no call
update..............he finally got home at like 3:40am I spent a good while talking to him on the phone and didn't get to sleep till about 4...but i'm happy he's home all is well